Why do we Doubt
“A Church For The City Devotional”
John 20:19-29
When we think of Thomas the disciple, we often attribute the title “Doubting Thomas” to this follower of Jesus. It has become a pejorative term to describe someone who does not believe what they are told; it is someone who demands proof.
One thing we forget about Thomas is that he was not with the disciples when Jesus appeared to them after His resurrection. Jesus showed his disciples His hands and His side and “the disciples rejoiced when they saw the Lord” (v. 20). When they excitedly told their friend of the risen Christ he said, “If I don’t see the mark of the nails in his hands, put my finger into the mark of the nails, and put my hand into his side, I will never believe” (v. 25).
Since we have the four gospels available to us, we know about Christ’s resurrection and ascension. It is easy for us to think Oh, Thomas. Why don’t you just believe that Jesus is risen?? We often think of doubt as not trusting in the Lord, and there are instances where this is true. What if we began to look at doubt as seeking the truth? Looking for the answers that can only be found in Christ?
Thomas wanted to see proof of our risen Lord and sure enough, he encounters Him in the flesh in v. 26. Jesus reminds him that “Blessed are those who have not seen and yet believe” (v. 29). This is great news for we who were not in Israel in the days when Jesus walked the earth! We are blessed to believe the faithful testimony of those who walked with the Lord and to trust in the Scriptures.
I admire the fact that Thomas was looking for Jesus. He wanted to touch His hands and be reunited with his Savior. When we doubt, are we also looking for Jesus? Are we looking for His goodness and His truth? What are some ways that we can be looking for Jesus today? Blessed are those who have not seen and yet believe!
Jesus, we ask that you reveal yourself to us today, through your Word and your Spirit. Please forgive us for doubting your goodness. We know that you are not hiding from us and want us to know you on a deeper, personal level. Amen.
